"My notes - the mystery" or "beta reading my notepad"

I keep a notepad with ideas, scenes, dialog pieces, remarks etc. etc. for possible use in future stories. Whenever something pings on my radar - story wise - it goes in this notebook.

So here I am, happily plotting along on a Blair undercover story and scanning my notepad for things to use, when I stumble over really odd remarks that make me wonder how the hell my brain is working. What for the world did I try to tell myself here?

( The odd notes at my notepad )

I think I have to work a little more meticulous on this if I ever will be able to decipher the meanings of my notes. *G*

( Caro Dee will club me over the head with a two-by-four )